Friday, September 21, 2012

REALLY THIS TIME IT'S "CLEANING DAY"

i AM going to clean today. all day. from write when i finish this, til i pick up the kids from school.


so no time to tell you about the pictures/albums gifted to me from my grandma. how i held one picture in my hand for the longest time; mesmerized


a picture from some ..30+ years ago.. family at a family wedding. and to know now, 30+ years later, how each of these lives has unfolded.. how utterly unique, but even more, how utterly


unpredictable.


it's all i'll think about while i'm cleaning. because i AM going to clean.


the only other thing i have time and the impulse for, is to share this thought out of joyce carol oats journals. let grab that book/brb.



too many pages, sticky notes, folds to find it (and i'm aware i'm procrastinating again). i'll find it later. but it has to do with how well she could handle/receive false flattery; but could not imagine/let in, a genuine expression of affection


and the only other thing -the only other thing- i'm going to write about is how it is physically/emotionally painful sometimes to turn off the computer


in that same way it is physically/emotionally painful to say goodbye to a loved one at the airport, say


"i'll miss you! love you! can't wait to see you again..."






5 Comments:

At 8:32 AM, Blogger Lola Starr said...

Have fun cleaning!! Something I desperately need to do. Ah, well, I am stuck at work and will spend my time writing instead.

 
At 4:49 AM, Blogger FLRXMAN said...

A clean house is over rated. A hot milf like you wearing skimpy clothes while cleaning the house is way under rated.

 
At 5:58 AM, Blogger SHE said...

karma: thanks sis, i did make some progress, but would rather be working; like you -stuck writing.

 
At 6:06 AM, Blogger SHE said...

8": -alright- i give. what does milf mean/stand for? squidmann's used that word too..

working on figuring it out, based on context here:

is the l for laundry?

anyway..

good match, (over-rated/under-rated) because how much cleaning would actually get done

and least your expectations are in line

 
At 9:28 AM, Blogger SHE said...

Original post 10/07/2008

 

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