Thursday, June 24, 2021

click on this, read that for (me!) ~tops


THIS



 as previously mentioned... i prefer cerebral hyperlink, vocabulary wise, because with a hyperlink you can [CHOOSE]  /free will..     whether to click and open for more information, or just read on..

the word 'trigger' to me, is appropriate when someone has not yet developed the skill of holding a thought captive and choosing to delete/change the thought, or keep/honor/respond emotionally to it..

this skill requires not only age/awareness/maturity/practice..
but a healthy mind

who said it?  dyan..  /last name i'll have to research..

"mind over matter is the luxury of a healthy mind"     /or something like that..

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p.s.   look at how my memory...; what my memory manifested
the person i referenced is

DIANA NYAD

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all that to get here:

Monday, July 06, 2015

Embarrassing moment 7962 for (me!) sandra, tvgp


i'm not embarrassed about my dancing; per se. i do try to contain myself inside the store if there are any people shopping..

i will sometimes dance a little bit if a great song comes on Pandora and the store is empty..  but im very tame. very tame.

i really do save it for, as my mom might describe, 'the appropriate time & place'

-and all us locals know.. that = Barones, music under the stars..

and I never feel embarrassed there..  you're supposed to get a little crazy when the band plays your favorite song..

besides, there's like 100's of people doing their own thing on the dance floor so you just kind of blend in..

my embarrassing moment is embarrassing exactly because there was no group of crazy people to blend in with..

it was just me.   -and if it was really, really just me.. that wouldn't be embarrassing either..

but it is exactly because there was 1 other person ...  besides me..   and not inside the store, just kind of passing by..

and my favorite dance song came on in the store.

and the store was empty!  -it was empty.. 

and I was just putting a couple things out front on the sidewalk.. 

dancing in, dancing out..

and have i not already mentioned uptown funk is the hottest dance song of this year!

and.. it brings out some new moves in me sometimes..  like I don't even know what I'm about to do.. 

all the sudden my hips will just start going one way, and my feet start side-steppin, and my hands will suddenly shoot up in the air.. 

its all to the beat, I promise you..  it makes perfect sense if you hear the song and watch me dancing at the same time..

but the thing is..

"..oh. hi. Um. .you can't hear the song out here. [stepping just outside the front door/freeze] . see. 

but I promise.. Inside the store [stepping partially back in/2 dance moves.] uptown funk is playing write now.. [step out/freeze]  you can only hear it from inside..  but its playing..  [Stepping in/2 more dance moves. Step back out; freeze]. 

See its just that we don't have music piped out front the way they do at raleys grocery store..

.. but come to think of it.. I've never heard dance music over there..


-I did try to explain...

and remains true..   i can watch babies respond to music for long periods of time and remain utterly fascinated and engaged..   what a delight! how precious and fun..

catching human beings before they become self-conscious..

before they start 'performing'    'posing'  or feeling 'embarrassed'  'insecure' 'self conscious'

before they become motivated  [influenced/incentivized or dis-incentivized] by pictures, social media, likes/followers, creating an image of themselves..  or revealing unpopular truths..

anywhere there is music and babies/toddlers..

any music
any baby from around the world

a % will respond to the music with movement, and you can tell they hear it..

and for others, it is as if it is so far in the background of their conscious awareness..

in any case..

when i watch these babies dance to uptown funk, i'm like "Yes! i totally understand!"

everyone should start their day with music they love
keep God first..   prayer...   a healthy breakfast..
and music you love..

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i'm very inspired to blog soon in response to stephen hawkings genius, 
the episode about why were are here..

to discuss more about free will and determinism; how they co-exist

in Jesus name,   amen


posted by SANDRA HARRISON KAY @ 11:57 AM

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