Sunday, February 16, 2020

Deepest, Darkest Fantasies, for (me!) sandra, tvgp

deepest:   I would enter inside every. single. patient waiting room/lobby within Kaiser Hospitals  -all hospitals   -and anywhere/everywhere they have a TV with the news playing non-stop

having already health compromised/stressed human beings listen about murders, robberies, violence, fires, global issues they are in no position to do anything about, and commercial after commercial..  all while waiting themselves, or for a loved one,  to see a doctor or have a surgery

all of those channels would be OFF

and maybe we just need music..    and instrumentals only, because if you listen to some of the lyrics..  yikes!  

but if you were to have to watch something while you are waiting to be seen by the doctor..

how 'bout something like this:     Michigan marching band future recruit    /fantasy!  /wish I could spare you the commercials.

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darkest:   I've actually visualized this several times on the movie screen in my mind.  it's kinda gross..  but it's never been done; ever!    and i'm very highly curious

what would happen if the rapist in the prison cell had to watch a video, like every day for weeks, or months or a full year

and the video was of me purchasing junk food, going into the swish ritual that was my life for a while..    spitting the liquified contents in cups..   filling them up...    emptying the cups in slow motion down the garbage disposal..

just loop that video and the rapist much watch...  over and over

until it sinks in..     the impact of the crime.

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deepest, darkest fantasies...    in Jesus Name!   amen

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