(me!) in my new bikini by (me!) Sandra, tvgp
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The capitalization gives it away doesn't it. My computer has crashed -again! Crashed while I was preparing a presentation for my upcoming heart photography exhibit.
If that doesn't feel like the enemy's work. -what would?
And so I'm on hp's I-pad, my fingers tap-dancing on glass again to a song I didnt choose or want called: frickin' default grammar settings.
Anyway. -how could I even ask for dr Larry robinson's help again. -I already felt as if I was exceeding my limits the last three times he so generously helped.
The temptation, the justifiable impulse is to kick and scream and cry. Who knows how much data/one of a kind photos are lost. I'm so extra grateful then for the backups dr Larry accomplished during grants last hospital stay.
But I did not kick or scream or cry. I just sat there for a moment breathing slowly in and slowly out.
Heard my beloved Joyce Meyers words whispered in my ears, " you have to be a pit bull in the spirit"
-My interpretation is that you must be constantly, chronically determined to recognize anything and everything that might be the work of th e devil. -the enemy, and fight back with the instincts of a pit bull.
so. - I grabbed my computer by it's throat with my teeth and ...didn't let up until I saw blood!
And the very vision of that made me laugh. And the instant I heard myself laughing even though my computer was taking it's last breath write in front of me.
I knew the holy spirit was with me and we had already won! "be anxious about nothing...
That bible passage came to me and then even better, this one: phillippians 4:12
"I have learned the secret of being content in every situation"
And so I closed my computer and went shopping for a bikini
Oh! You should see it! Like, a gorgeous hue of ocean blue... some very attractive pattern slit design along the neckline... Cute little way it ties in a bow, not just in the back and around my neck, halter style.. But in the front
Between what Solomon would suggest is my cluster of grapes
I love the color! I love the design! I love how comfortable..
How sexy..
And, well... Would you like to see a picture?
You can't. My computer crashed remember. I can't upload or access any of my pictures until I get a new computer
So,
I'm just waiting on the Lord... Waiting on our Lord...
Phillipians 4:14
"yet it was good of you to share in my troubles..
I love you. Amen.
And I have devoted what's left of my life to applying what I've learned: So in this instance
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