and the attacks begin.. for (me!) sandra, tvgp
I've made no secret of my lack of enthusiasm for public speaking. /see effort to employ counterterrorism by way of euphemism.
I am currently employing the technique and exercise of stopping any negative thoughts in their tracks and overriding them with this:
I am calm. I am comfortable. -and it is true that I'm thinking a lot about ray orrock.. like he's trying to remind me to just have fun..
Fun ?!
anyway.. our newest team member at the store mentioned "-so, your event is next week"
I said, "I am calm. I am comfortable.". -like a robot.
-her understanding and compassion seemed immediate; and I know her Intent was to comfort me..
" this is what you do.." she said, in a kind and reassuring voice.
but you know what... This is NOT what I do. "Its NOT! its NOT! Its NOT!"
what I do is WRITE. and make ART. <-------THAT is what I do.
what I am meant to do.
in Jesus name, -amen.
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posted by SHE @ 9:21 AM
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