no, i KNOW its (ray orrock!)
im not guessing.. i know. -let me explain..
even very highly spiritual people doubt their own gifts; very common.
-the reason.. /place rest of this in kevin harts voice and rhythm:
"-the reason, ..i'm 'bout to tell you.. the reason you see, is because..
you can't prove it.. can't prove it in a court of law..
" you hear voices?..". -how come we can't hear no voices?
imitate the voice you hear.. come on. we gotta hear this..
(Bad imitation verbalized): "did you know the court can appoint you a psychiatrist.. -I think we need to appoint this girl a Sci-fi-entist.. -whatchoo talkin 'bout voices..?
like the one that tells me i can't have no birthday cake.. ? -that's not a voice.. that's my brain sister.. sees everything I ate all day.. the double serving of bacon at breakfast.. the double cheeseburger for lunch.. yeah.. I hear voices too! come to think of it.. " better not eat that birthday cake..
can you all hear that.. -sounds just like that voice SHE just made, don't it.. "Better not eat that birthday cake.."
-yeah,.. Shit.. Maybe that's comin' from my stomach though..
-anyone here ever have their stomach talk to them? All... gru-owl-gru-... /stomach sound effects..
maybe you're not crazy after all.. Maybe you just think you hearin' voices in your (points to head..)
but its really (points to stomach).. your tummy talkin'
-yeah.. everybody got a talkin' tummy..."
***
point being.. we have no way to prove; no way to provide audible evidence; no way to record; no way to duplicate; no way to reproduce or manufacture or re~create these experiences.
-they just kind of happen if you are 1. Open, and 2. Paying attention..
so, sure.. it is my experience i heard from ray orrock. but i can just as easily come up with a secular counter and carry on..
EXCEPT! -and sing here: ".. can I have a witness...."
BECAUSE! -just this very moment my hand wrote
THE LAST LINE.. THE CLOSING THOUGHTS... of a humor story that is to be called, Humble Pie..
and! "I DO NOT WRITE THAT WAY!". -my process, with only very few and rare exceptions
is to WRITE a FIRST LINE, a FIRST sentence; and then everything flows out after that...
RAY ORROCKS process is to come up with an ending.. and then fill in the top...
so.. when I just now wrote the ENDING.. that's not (me!); that IS (ray orrock!)
its as if he picked up on my ... doubt..
and sent confirmation. I feel entirely validated by this experience..
and look forward to writing Humble Pie my next day off..
I do already know the premise and will share that here;make the process transparent..
ENDS with ".. the only exception being chocolate; if chocolate did not already exist, -something tells me
I would
on pure instinct alone..
figure out how to [variable here used in first part of story; repeat this pattern]
I.e., figure out how to fly a jet. /because earlier in story I must explain part of the reason I stay so humble is because I don't know how to build a jet, or piolet a jet; or how a jet can even fly in the first place..
and this will be followed by 3 or 5 things I have no idea how to do, and would never figure out on my own..
and all things I mention going forward in the story are a set up for going backwards..
where going backwards is going to have me accomplishing the un~ accomplishable when it comes to discovering chocolate..
and somewhere in the body of the story I must confess and then question..
if chocolate bars were not already invented.. let's say they didn't exist in the market or any stores... /etc.
***
so.. once again, before I close.. let me recap:
I thought I heard rays voice.. shortly after desiring a picture, I landed across one, .. I revisited my profile of him.. there were some telepathic communications of which even I can find secular reasons for..
but then just now.. To suddenly have the impulse to write a last line for a story..
which is his process; not mine.
-I can't ignore; secularize; or brush that off..
that's .... ray.
"thank you friend!". -see you someday...
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